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About Varied / Hobbyist STOP EATING MY SKITTLES!21/Female/United States Group :iconlonelyanddepressed: LonelyAndDepressed
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Brass Building by silverHyacinth Brass Building :iconsilverhyacinth:silverHyacinth 1 0 Blue City by silverHyacinth Blue City :iconsilverhyacinth:silverHyacinth 0 0 5thave by silverHyacinth 5thave :iconsilverhyacinth:silverHyacinth 0 0 BW Mustang by silverHyacinth BW Mustang :iconsilverhyacinth:silverHyacinth 1 0
Afraid of the Dark
Sometimes I wake up at night
Air rushing in and out of my lungs
And I hear thumping
So I cringe
Thinking of you
But as I lie there
Sweat dripping down my temple
Hoping for a miracle
I realize
It's nothing but loneliness
Thumping against my chest
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Peach Tree by silverHyacinth Peach Tree :iconsilverhyacinth:silverHyacinth 2 0
Im Okay
Maybe one day,
I'll find a way
To tell myself,
That I'm okay
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Morning Glory by silverHyacinth Morning Glory :iconsilverhyacinth:silverHyacinth 2 1 Strawberries and Cream Cupcakes by silverHyacinth Strawberries and Cream Cupcakes :iconsilverhyacinth:silverHyacinth 2 0 Chocolate Cream Cheese Cupcakes by silverHyacinth Chocolate Cream Cheese Cupcakes :iconsilverhyacinth:silverHyacinth 1 0 Dream by silverHyacinth Dream :iconsilverhyacinth:silverHyacinth 1 1
The Lonely Hour
Twelve A.M.
the witching hour.
Or in my case,
the lonely hour.
That special time of night
when verse after verse of poetry
crawls across my page.
When I sink the blade into my flesh,
and watch the blood
seep from my woumds.
When every void gets filled
with hate,
and anger'
and vexation.
Twelve A.M.
the witching hour
Or in my case,
the lonely hour.
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Letting Go of Sanity
You take another sip of alchohol.
Your eyes are bloodshot,
Your hands are fumbling,
Your tounge is getting loose.
In a minute you'll let me know
just how much you hate me.
I walk away,
Enter the bathroom,
Slam the door behind me.
Then I pull out my knife
and begin to slice away my sanity.
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The Mask She Wears
Let her wear the mask she wears.
Let her wear her painted smile.
Let her wear her "happy guies".
But please,
Don't be fooled by all of this.
She needs her mask,
it keeps her from dying.
She needs her smile,
it keeps her from crying.
She needs her guise,
it keeps her from falling
Back into hells realms.
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Converse by silverHyacinth Converse :iconsilverhyacinth:silverHyacinth 0 0 Jellybeans II by silverHyacinth Jellybeans II :iconsilverhyacinth:silverHyacinth 0 0

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The Cascade of Broken Thoughts
Shall I?
Will he?
Will it?
It couldn't.
It might..
No proof.
Who needs proof?
Heart beats.
Or does it?
Mine does.
Does it?
For him it does.
Open eyes?
Too open?
Or are they shut?
Boom boom.
Everythings racing.
Can I help?
Do he want it?
Would I make a difference?
Will he love me?
I love him.
Am I alone?
It all flows through.
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Koi tattoo by Purple-Lantern Koi tattoo :iconpurple-lantern:Purple-Lantern 5 5 Late... by prosaix Late... :iconprosaix:prosaix 5,794 248 Cupcake Jewelry in June :) by PetitPlat Cupcake Jewelry in June :) :iconpetitplat:PetitPlat 1,749 102 My Little Pony by NarcoNiko My Little Pony :iconnarconiko:NarcoNiko 7 37 Have some Coffee, Love and Candy by naked-in-the-rain Have some Coffee, Love and Candy :iconnaked-in-the-rain:naked-in-the-rain 2,683 245
10 Reasons To Buy Toilet Paper
1) To stuff my bra in hopes that you'll see me tonight
2) To dry the tears from my eyes when you don't
3) To blow my nose and try again tomorrow
4) To keep in my pocket just in case
5) To dab my lipstick before our date
6) To fix my mascara after you say you love me
7) To clean my glasses and see the truth on your collar
8) To wipe the crap off of your lips when you swear I'm the only one
9) To use every roll to cover your house in blankets of white
10) To replace the toilet paper I wasted on you
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Cinnamon Souls
"You're mixing water in your coke again."
"I know."
"You do that when you worry."
"I'm always worried."
"No, you're usually cinnamon-in-your-tea worried. This is water-in-coke worried and that is seriously beginning to freak me out."
"I know."
"What are you worried about?"
"You're going to think it's stupid."
"Try me."
" you ever wonder about the kind of guy you're waiting for?"
"I think we all wonder about that guy, love."
"I've been thinking about him more often than not lately. What he would be like, I mean."
"Oh. Well...if it helps any, I know what mine would be like."
"Sure. He will be tall, so I have to stand on my toes to kiss him. He will be kind so I can tell him anything without fearing him judging me. He will be strong so he can carry me when I fall."
"Wow. Sounds like you have this figured out. I guess we all have some idea about what our soulmate should be like."
"You know what yours will be like then?"
"Who, me?"
"No, I'm talking to the li
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Waiting by IsacGoulart Waiting :iconisacgoulart:IsacGoulart 4,187 411 Rainbow Jello by The-Cute-Storm Rainbow Jello :iconthe-cute-storm:The-Cute-Storm 1,738 277 Colorful, Happy and Cute by The-Cute-Storm Colorful, Happy and Cute :iconthe-cute-storm:The-Cute-Storm 6,456 482 damn make-up. by cristina-otero damn make-up. :iconcristina-otero:cristina-otero 6,980 903 Think PInk Tea Time Tray by PetitPlat Think PInk Tea Time Tray :iconpetitplat:PetitPlat 1,409 90 Scream for Ice cream Jewelry by PetitPlat Scream for Ice cream Jewelry :iconpetitplat:PetitPlat 336 22 Aphrodite - Client commission by v-couture-boutique Aphrodite - Client commission :iconv-couture-boutique:v-couture-boutique 1,456 61 So Damn Unpretty. by Perfectly--Imperfect So Damn Unpretty. :iconperfectly--imperfect:Perfectly--Imperfect 2,776 460


Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Current Residence: USA
Favourite genre of music: soft rock, metal
Favourite style of art: Anime, photography, literature,graffiti
Favourite cartoon character: Powerpuff Girls
I guess it's pretty obvious i haven't been active on here for a long time. My computer broke down, but I'm using my mother's Ipad and laptop now. Hopefully I'll be able to get a lot more avtive, and submit new deviants. I'm also trying to put togther a portfolio for my college admissions, so I'll be studying a lot.
  • Reading: my journal
  • Watching: my screen
  • Playing: with my keyboard
  • Eating: Chocolate chip cookies
  • Drinking: nufin

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Jax124 Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2013
found you :P
MiracleKnight Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday. :D
The-Cute-Storm Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2012
Thanks for watching me! I hope you continue to enjoy my new work! You can also check out our Facebook Fan Page for more frequent updates!

~Miss D

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DivinePhoenixRebirth Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
What's up, Silver? :)
silverHyacinth Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Nothing much, my mother finally gave me a phone,with internet so now I'm watching vids all the time. You should liste to the song "Angels on the Moon" by thriving Ivory, and watch the movie "Cyberbully".
DivinePhoenixRebirth Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Gee, I wonder what gave you the motivation to watch that movie, I'll try that song.
claremanson Featured By Owner May 19, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
thanks for watching, have a nice day :)
DivinePhoenixRebirth Featured By Owner May 12, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Hey Thnx ^_^
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