Easy Lies

I don't cut...
I fell...
I don't cut...
My dog bit me...
I would always tell you,
These easy lies.
When you really didn't know,
I do cut, and cry, and lie.
You don't know me,
So don't even try. --- Dying inside

Isn't it sad, how we can tell these easy lies? How people actually believe us? When I first started cutting I told my mother that our cat scratched me, our cat doesn't scracth often so of course I've had to stop using this lie and now I just wear long sleeves. To tell the truth, I don't think people actually believe our lies I think they just don't want to belive that we cut, when I first heard about cutting I didn't understand it at all, I've always disliked pain and didn't understand why someone would want to inflict it apon themself.

Now I see why. Amazingly enought, it makes you feel better.